Whore

I am a whore, a prostitute, a parasite
Here take this holy crown I m ready to reside
In land of shadows, on the darker side
To finally shed light
On every blind spot hidden in soft voice, kind words and peaceful understanding
Eruption on it s way, oh not another second I m withstanding
This calm, grounded persona for she is missing vital pieces
Like rage, breakdowns and loud caprices
Controlling jealousy, mouthwatering revenge
I eat no shit and fuck you all’s
All ready to get in the game, impatiently they queue to leave the bench
Suppressed, annoyed, demanding 15 minutes of their fame
To show their greatness, to be called by their real name
The kings and queens of shadows, blinded spots and unknown territory
Essential parts in what we see as human glory

A saint is not a saint without the flipside of a coin
The sinner, dormant for so long has finally arrived to join
The perfect girl next door becomes a sleeping beauty
All pleasing tendencies are liberated from their duty
Oh not another second biting tongue for others peace of mind
hot damn and holy shit it s a relief to leave that scared, compliant girl behind
to stand my ground, imperfect, swearing
not give a rats as bout what you might think about what I m wearing
how much I fuck around, what decibel is reached by my impulsive laughter

Let us get real it s up to each of us to script our happy ever after
Throw in your towel, no need to keep on fighting what is real
Invite the possibility that you have no more shit to heal
You are not broken, just a normal human being
At times confused, in contradiction, lying, selfish, fleeing
Perhaps a whore like me, a prostitute, a parasite
Come join me on the ground,
it’s time to descend from that bypassing height